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Chapter 1
For three years, I was Dominic Ashford's wife. For three years, he never once looked me in the eye. And on the night I died saving his mistress, I heard him tell the paramedics, "Let her go. She's no one."
I woke up six months before my wedding day, with the contract still unsigned on my desk and his cold voice still ringing in my ears.
Everyone in Manhattan knew the Ashford-Lane marriage was a transaction. My father's company was drowning. Dominic needed a wife from old money to secure his board seat. I was the sacrifice.
But no one knew I had fallen in love with him.
Not the quiet, dignified kind of love. The humiliating, all-consuming kind. The kind that made me memorize his coffee order and leave it on his desk every morning, unsigned, so he'd think his assistant did it. The kind that made me learn to cook his dead mother's recipes from a handwritten journal I found in the attic. The kind that made me sit outside his bedroom door on nights he came home drunk, just to make sure he was still breathing.
He never noticed. Not once.
Because Dominic Ashford's heart had always belonged to Sienna Cole.
Sienna was everything I wasn't—bold, magnetic, dripping with the kind of confidence that made men stupid. She was a fashion editor, a socialite, his college sweetheart. The only reason they weren't married was because her family had no name, and his board wouldn't accept her.
So he married me for my name and kept her for his heart.
I accepted it. I told myself the crumbs were enough. That if I was patient, if I was good enough, quiet enough, invisible enough, he would eventually see me.
In my first life, I spent three years being a ghost in my own home.
I planned his charity galas and watched Sienna arrive on his arm. I signed documents as Mrs. Ashford and slept alone in the guest wing. I smiled at board dinners while his hand rested on her knee under the table.
And then, on a rain-soaked night in November, Sienna's car went off the bridge.
I was in the passenger seat. I had been bringing her home from a party because she was too drunk to drive and Dominic had asked me to—his wife, fetching his mistress like a servant.
When the car hit the water, I got her out first. I pushed her through the broken window, felt her weight leave my arms, and then the river took me.
The water was so cold. My lungs burned, my vision went black, and the last thing I heard was the muffled sound of sirens and Dominic's voice, frantic and broken—
"Sienna! Oh God, Sienna, stay with me!"
And then, quieter, to someone else: "The other one? She's no one. Just focus on Sienna."
She's no one.
Three years of devotion, and that was my eulogy.
I died with river water in my lungs and his indifference in my ears.
Then I opened my eyes.
I was sitting at my father's desk, six months before the wedding. The contract was in front of me, the pen in my hand, and my father's desperate voice was saying, "Please, Vivienne. It's the only way to save the company."
My hand was shaking. But not from fear.
From rage.
I remembered everything. The loneliness. The humiliation. The freezing black water filling my throat while he screamed another woman's name.
I looked at the contract—the document that had signed away my dignity, my identity, my life—and I felt something shift inside me. Something fundamental and irreversible.
The old Vivienne would have signed without hesitation.
This Vivienne set down the pen.
"I'll sign," I said, my voice steady. "But this time, I have conditions."
My father blinked. "Conditions?"
"A sunset clause. Three years, then automatic dissolution. And a separate financial agreement—tied to my name, not his."
My father frowned. "Vivienne, the Ashfords won't—"
"They will," I said. "Because they need us more than we need them. Dominic's board vote is in four months. Without a wife from an established family, he loses his seat."
I picked up the pen, and this time, my hand didn't shake.
I would play the role of his perfect wife one last time. But this time, I wouldn't lose myself in it.
This time, when it was over, I would be the one who walked away.
And Dominic Ashford would be the one left with nothing.